Cross Road

I wonder why I always have the feeling of standing on the cross road. There always have things that keeep pestering my mind that let me cant even concentrate with everything that I need to do. How should I get rid this kind of feeling? Perhaps the most important thing that I should be concentrate is my CPA studies that will have the exam in two weeks time. Not supposing to be keep thinking of the HBL but why this feeling keep pestering my thinking. Why? Why? Why?

Years back, this is also pestering me. I wanted to work out my own way but yet it always have some rocks and stone that blocking. Perhaps is the wall that I set for myself. I seriously dont know. People seem to be completing it easily but why from my hand is just so difficult. I wonder why. Is it I really not suitable or I am to agressive to be successful and yet I can't reach the target I set for myself.

I keep on breathing very hard to calm myself and yet I seriously don't know what is the point that make me so frustrated. Not having this kind of feeling for very long time already. I keep breathing hard and wanna try to reduce the frustrated feeling and I hope this feeling can slowly go of.

Let it go... Let it go....